Being Taken for Granted

I swear, most people in my life only seem to care about me when they Want or Need something from me..I’m so damn tired of being taken advantage of. Don’t I matter too?! I don’t mind helping people but I go through my own struggles & when I need advice or someone to talk to or a little favor, they act like I’m asking them to walk the ends of the earth or act like it’s not important…or when I can’t help out for ONCE I’m the bad person?!..Screw that!!! It hurts to feel like you mean NOTHING to people!! Whether it be my family or friends, I swear it feels like the number of people who actually give a damn about me is becoming less and  less and fucking less everyday!! :(

Is that a kind of occupational hazard of soul mates? One’s not much without the other?

-Robin WIlliams, What Dreams May Come

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