I pray for inner peace. Please God grant me that peace that you and I both know I need. Whatever is meant to happen, not just with what I’m referring to but with Every aspect of my life, please give me strength to push through it now and do what is best and needed for myself to save me from anymore detrimental stress or heartbreak or health issues, or failures. If I need to move on to more, new chapters, please allow me to do so gracefully. I know I won’t make it through without any battle wounds because that is part of the journey and pain is part of life, but I pray to at least make it through. Please, God. I’m sorry about my draining faith; I know it’s still deep inside me. I just need to find it again and rebuild it as I work on rebuilding my life as I lose motivation, lose people I love including friends I thought would always be there who just take/took advantage of me, lose my sense of self. So God please grant me peace. Grant me acceptance. Grant me strength.
..Amen… And I’m sorry.
*Just needed to vent*