Prayer for Strength

I pray for inner peace. Please God grant me that peace that you and I both know I need. Whatever is meant to happen, not just with what I’m referring to but with Every aspect of my life, please give me strength to push through it now and do what is best and needed for myself to save me from anymore detrimental stress or heartbreak or health issues, or failures. If I need to move on to more, new chapters, please allow me to do so gracefully. I know I won’t make it through without any battle wounds because that is part of the journey and pain is part of life, but I pray to at least make it through. Please, God. I’m sorry about my draining faith; I know it’s still deep inside me. I just need to find it again and rebuild it as I work on rebuilding my life as I lose motivation, lose people I love including friends I thought would always be there who just take/took advantage of me, lose my sense of self. So God please grant me peace. Grant me acceptance. Grant me strength.


..Amen… And I’m sorry.

*Just needed to vent*

Dressed up with nowhere important to go. *sigh*..It’s bedtime for me. Cozy up with a good book, music, & my thoughts….

Dressed up with nowhere important to go. *sigh*..It’s bedtime for me. Cozy up with a good book, music, & my thoughts….

People…Me

Seems I’m always there for people but when I get a moment of weakness, where are 99% of those people for me? They call me on the phone while I’m down and crying and instead of asking what’s wrong with me they insist on telling me about their problems and asking me for money when they know I’m struggling to pay my student loans and get my car fixed. I dont mind helping people but i feel i am taken advantage of in that role and its like damn why is everything so one sided with me and people.

BUT I am thankful though for the small number of people who Are there for me when I need it. Without them, I’d feel completely alone… But for everyone else, even people in my family, it hurts to realize how they’re not as appreciative or supportive of me as I am them. :/

This is what happens when you’re bored at work..#WorkFlow #YesIAmDoingTheRocksEyebrow #PrettyGoodAtIt #PrettyDamnGood #LOL #Random #Selfie #Shhh #ProductiveOrNah

This is what happens when you’re bored at work..#WorkFlow #YesIAmDoingTheRocksEyebrow #PrettyGoodAtIt #PrettyDamnGood #LOL #Random #Selfie #Shhh #ProductiveOrNah